since nothing much to do i was clearing up my accesories box and i found this watch it was given to me during my exam last August in K.L
when he wore it for me he told me that
"this was a gift from my dad ,10 years ago"
a guy who accidently kiss,giving wrong sign, end up a miserable complicated frenrelationship.
a short sweet memories

so i msg him asking him how could i reach him, maybe pass to his fren or send it to him as i don wan to throw a watch which has his childhood memories wid his dad ,somemore da watch is working perfectly well. guess wad is his respond?




he replied: 'nvm, just throw it, thanks"

with his this reply, i so regret for letting things happen between us
if all those complicated feeling never happen. we r a very close happie best friend till today.
i've lost a friend yet i don understand why he is the one who given me a cold respond but NOT ME?
i shud be the one who is angry at u for making me felt play out, dumb stupid enuff for acting stupid
but i din't coz i forgive n forget.
bah...


btw yesterday night accompany wen to choose dresses for her cousin wedding
finally she bought this

* call me cutie*

bt she bought defren color , black color
haha her sis and mom also buy dresses as well
:P
she gonna look hot wif black

alright chup gotta go
gonna do manicure for mom ;)
&
PS: tonight CHIAK HO LIAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~ WIF Baby jin SLURP

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*new color russian navy* given by Jin darling :D

ok, new addiction of mine : which is
i'm currently into manicure :D
last two weeks before i went to kl
li sin came over my place
she took half day leave
so we were playing with her nails and i stick a flower on her nails
END UP
she say why don we go for manicure since i never tried before
=/ den i say don wan laaaaaaa, reali bo lui d
nvm we both head off to queensbay since nothing to do at home
so, can't tahan da temptation
i end up sitting there letting ppl manicure =x
then the girls ask me wad color shud i choose
so sin choose for me the blue color
i've already posted the color at the previous post :)
till now the color still here. so darn long lasting :D

the first color we bought was dis :P i color for him too, so girlish nia dia :D
pink is never my fav color bt jin insist pink :P he knw i don like pink de sengaja
beside dat mommy love pink alot
so can share wif mummy:)

past two days was our movie day
went to watch christmas carol : 2star
astro boy:3star
tomolo might be goin for twilight :P
&
yesterday we went up batu feringghi kai kai
bought few dvd
so i gues dis few night wil be our late nite movie
at home :)
wif suki ~

okay , off to dinner
jz back frm queensbay wif sinz ;)

PS: my shopaholic sense is back <>.<~ i want that i wan that!

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*family outing*

*BURP~*
juzt back from tambun seafood
at first they plan to go somehwere batu kawan area to eat seafood
but due to uncertainty of the route and everyone is BLUR
end up we choose tambun
Eat & everyone is happy =)
this afternoon we had STEAMBOAT
as a welcome back party for ah chin jie jie from singapore :D

last sunday while jin driving us back from KL
we been discussing about sport cars, luxuries cars and bikes as well
then suddenly he talks about his "wedding ideas"
he told me his plan, his ideas about when he & his heng tai come pick me up at my place on our wedding day
he told me about the cars, the bikes, the chi miu wifs flowers , the tins, and more all added up become a one unique ideas
i love the way he told me how its gonna be, his imagination, his beautiful idea
his ideas looks like does not exist in malaysia yet, i'm not sure about other side of the state
but i was impress with the way he create it & wonder will it cames to reality ?:)
whad suprise me most was he has such idea about marriage
we seldom tok about it as we're still far from that stage :P

alright
busy doin something right now :)

&
cant wait for tomolo & tuesday!
heeeee~!

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Happie bigday WEN :)
today is her bigday
but
we celebrated with her yesterday
all of us plot a bigday suprise for her at KOCHA
everything went well just that when they call me up i have to pretend that "THEY" are "JIN" to cover up tat inface they are the "GIRLS"
haha sin have to "tahan her laughter coz she knw i was telling lies"
well since wen did not realise i'm telling lies
which means I"M A GOOD LIAR
*Muahahahah*

next, past two days been busy searching for job part time and full time
of coz and today receive a phone call *yipee*
tot wahhh ada orang nak hire me dah
manatau =/
ADA memang ada
but is for PART TIME
well at least i shud work while waiting coz
money seriously drying up
i don wan to take out my hand asking money from mummy
the last time i did it was before to UK
beside that,
maybe i shud start clearing up
my stuff
and those
clothes
shoes
heels
and some stuff dat i never use nemore
SHUD be SELL OFF online*ding ding*
ahhh Rm10. Rm5, Rm20 also can ba coz i never wear nemore,
if just leave it here it grow SPIDER WEB , spiddy nest, dust, arhhhhh =/
but usually unwanted clothe i'll collect n send it to the church & anak yatim piatu house for donation :)

last nite after dismiss baby came over my place
so we camwhore
and i ask him lai lai we take pic
den...

den i say lai ler look up don merajuk ni, so long din take pic d
den he say annah annah
1, 2 , 3..

chiz ! after kena spank spank asss we take another shots,
also
gila gila punya shots again -_-"
so to make things "YUK MA"
i edit it ;P

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suddenly he turn to me and ask me
"why you like that one? why before sleep u tink so much?, don be silly dear"
and he jz wanna laugh at me for having such silly dream -_-"
&
he do read my blog
and i've been blogging since 2005
my ex dosent read my blog
but he does
:) so sweet of him

*babi jin* :P

been reading alot about relationship,marriage and came to a quote

" THE KEY TO SUCCEEDING IN MARRIAGE IS NOT FINDING THE RIGHT PERSON; IT'S LEARNING TO LOVE THE PERSON YOU FOUND."

so stop asking yourself whether is he your Mr.Right
instead learning to love him , accept him for who he is
:)

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Baby & i shopping at prangin mall
not really crowded
so we both was walking and happily chating :)
then suddenly he receive phone calls from a girl
and his expression change
his eye is telling me that he's keeping something from me
and the same old attitude of mine
i could not hold on the anxiety of mine
so i confronted him
i ask him who is that girl
he told me.. is a girl he met thru online
and he admit that they have been chating for quite some times
so i ask him
" did u flirt with her?"
he replied
"yes"
and continues
he say:
" actually i'm in love with her"
my mind goes blank
is like countless needles piercing thru my heart continuously
then i ask him
" will u choose me or her?"
he answered me: her"
and he say his feeling for me already started to fade away
i could not hold on my tears no more
i turn around and walk away
i cry out loud, my heart felt so painful that it makes me hard to breathe
i don't understand what went wrong in our relationship
everything is so perfect, lovely, sweet, peace, comfortable
but
with just one phone calls
signify the end of our relationship
i sitting at a corner of a room
felt numb and cold at the same time
i try to talk, but no sound came out from my mouth
i just feel like that the end of my world
i just wanna die and don't wanna leave in such cruel world
why is that biatch taking him away from me?
why is he cheating on me?
I LOVE HIM with all my heart
end up, what is left was just a poor love
without memories and sincerity
i'm so lost, so empty, felt so dark
my tears jz can't stop
till
my phone alarm rangs
i woke up from this awful NIGHTMARE

fcuk it
why would i have such haunted nightmare?
it weaken me, it makes my mind goes wild
i'm so afraid of losing him.
so so afraid
:( :(
:( and
i m so grateful that it was jz a dream
or perhaps
is a hint?
sigh i dunno..


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what makes my money dried up for this past month?






total damage = i'm a poor girl right now

get ready for tonight meet up wit yee wen ;)
she brought me taiwan souvenier :D hehe

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BACk to HOMESWEETHOME
i'm so sleepy and a lil headache right now
eventhought i spend 3days in kl
but
ITS not enough
:(

coz i did not manage to eat KTS tong sui, nasi lemak behind my house & mango juice smoothies
very happie get to meet up with those people
last night went clubbing
and when jin pick me up he say i was drunk d
nahh.. js a lil tipsy :D but very glad dat he able to recognize the road and never SESAK when he's on his way to the QUAttro clubbing
so when i reach home i sit there, he made hot milk for me ask me fai d drink den bathe sleep d
Thank u so much baby for accompany me down to kl
&
his sis bring us for saisaki buffet.
all of us was bloated =D

went for convo but din't really have those time to spend withmy precious devil gang
&
went clubbing is all about drinking and dancing
so din have much time to chat wif h pooh, h qing n h miao...
ahhh
how i wish all of us have the chance to really sit down n crap crap crap!
okay not in the mood for WORDING
more to pictures :)

* convo day * ni my sifu learn how to smile =3

*paoPhng candid shot us* =D

*camwhore while waiting for jin finish his 2012 movie* heart my new nail color :D*

*do it for sin when she came find me last thurs * ;)

tutu

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*cheers*

Jus came back from Solaris Mont Kiara
Enjoy the night out with all of them
its been almost a year we din met with each other
and i'm like a santa claus givin out souvenier as well ;)


N
so tired
gotta sleep preapre myself for tomolo EVENT :)


PS: why am i so careless ? i just cant stop blaming myself for whad had cause me so upsad and depress at time

they should be burn and rot to death in hell for doing all that

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